Single Ain't So Bad.....right????????

idk...just when things start getting good w/ landon, i'm feeling insecure. we've been doin good and i luv him 2 death, but i'm tired of all the little stuff that gets us fightin. i'm real quiet, 2 quiet accordin 2 him. i'm social, but really only with people i know. i guess u could say i'm shy. i don't like parties. sorry all, but i don't. not unless i know everyone. why should i spend my time talkin w/ people that don't care one bit bout me, just so he can be top-man at the party? yea- there, i said it. he's the extravert in our relationship. everyone loves landon. he's tall, dark & gorgeous...who wouldn't be in luv with him. his personality is opposite of mine, but that's supposed 2 be a good thing, right? i dont know why i'm feeling this way and NO i'm not pmsing!!!! he went hunting with his dad this weekend & i won't see him till next wed. kinda glad we have a break. ik...that is aweful isn't it?