It's Over

Lots of changes goin on lately. landon & i actually broke up. i knew it was coming, but it still hurts really bad. i feel like i've lost something in me. crazy right? we were not very similar at all, but that's what kind of made it work. i just wish it wouldn't have gotten so ugly. we had a major fight. he's like totally social & likes always being out. i don't. don't get me wrong, i like to go out with friends & stuff, but i'm not big on big parties. landon was. his whole life was a party. probably cuz he graduated from hs & i haven't and he doesn't work. i have my site...which like takes up a lot of time & he just doesn't get it. sad really.

Everyone thinks we'll get back together, but i don't know this time. we've broken up before, but always got right back together. this time is different. we don't see each other in school anymore since he graduated, so we have to purposely call each other in order to talk.

I'm grateful for the time we were together, cuz i think i grew up a lot. he exposed me to a whole different world. his family is rich. some would think my family is, too, but trust me...we are nothing like the ________ family. My parents have money cuz they have good careers, but landon's parents have money cuz the people before them had it & the people before them had it, etc. etc.!! i will miss the nice restraunts & trips we've taken, but i won't miss the constant fighting over such petty stuff.